Frustrations.

Me and my kids.

I know I am not alone on being a single mom, student, and all that.  I have to say though honestly I am seriously overwhelmed.  This blog is going to take you into my life.

So let me tell you about ME.

My name is Deanna. I am a single mother to two wonderful and amazing children. My daughter Lina is 6 years old going on 7 years this year. She is a top student and is a very patient sister. My son Raizo (Bobo) is going to be 2 in 11 days! He is very energetic, stubborn, and is a self influenced Pescetarian. He has never liked eating meat. Every now and then he will eat it but it won't stay down. The only thing that seems to stay down is SPAM. LOL yes we are spam lovers in this house. 

This picture sums up my kids perfectly. A crazy, wild, energetic boy and a calm, patient, and subdued girl.

Back to explaining me. I am 26 years old and on a weight loss journey that is having its ups and downs. I will be posting about that here as well. I make YouTube videos as well about everything actually. I haven't been making many recently since school started. I am a latecomer but I realized that I need a good job to support my kids. I am caring, loving, and sometimes a bit weird.

My first 5K with my aunt. It was AMAZING.

I have a crazy addiction to my iPhone, music, and strangely exercising. I hate smoking, drinking, or any of that nasty stuff. I do cook with wine though so whatever. I don't hate people that do it but its just my lifestyle choice so don't get offended. I really really love to cook. I cook anything I can possibly try.

My grilled chicken and quinoa salad.

I am on a mission to grow my hair out to my hip. I have always liked my hair long but once in a while I break that and cut my hair short! I love my makeup with a passion that I know a lot of girls and women share with me. 

One of my makeup looks.

I love animals. Going to the zoo for me is like a child in a candy store. I remember as a child I wanted to be a veterinarian. That thought has long passed when I realized I couldn't see animals suffering. I still hold a heart for all animals out there.

This is Roko he is my mini weenie.

I am going to college to be a Nurse. I am a latecomer for school. I should have thought about this a long time ago but my head was somewhere else and I was so into going out and having fun rather then school (DON'T DO THAT PEOPLE FOCUS ON YOUR EDUCATION).

My most recent midterm was so hard. I got 100% though making A's in all my classes!

I have a big heart and a little family. I love my family so much. In my house its me, my kids, my mom, and of course my dog. In CA is my uncle, aunt, three cousins, and their dog Pogi. My mom is such a strong woman with such determination. I hope to be half of what she is. She loves and cares for me and the kids when I needed her most she was always there. We did have a lot of problems. Then I realized I was the one that was causing the problems. Now we are closer then ever. The rest of my family is in CA. My Uncle Danny is my father figure in my life. We went through a lot and he has always been there for me. I am so grateful having him in my life. He is a awesome husband and father. My Aunt Alona and I had a rough beginning but now we are close. She is super crafty and she cracks me up. She is an amazing and caring mother. My cousin Yvonne is the oldest child in that house. Well she isn't a child anymore she is in college but I remember her when she was little and her little pigtails. She is athletic and smart. I know she will get far in life. My cousin Daphne is going to be 18 soon. I remember her in pigtails too. She is a anime, makeup, and book lover. She is crazy and hilarious all at the same time. Now for my little cousin DJ. He is a character. I always read about the conversations he has with his parents on Facebook and I can't help but laugh about it. My kids love him so much. I wish they could grow up together. My cousin Geoffrey which is my Uncle's son lives in Europe. I always miss him he is such an amazing cousin. I know we all miss him here.

My big but little family. 

My Uncle D, Aunt Alona, DJ, my Mom, Lina, Daphne, Me, Raizo, Geoffrey, and Yvonne.

So now you know more about me. I won't be sharing all my personal information here just the joys in my life and the frustrations. There are things that will be private that I will not share because that is for my life not the internet. 

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Deanna Tan